Time again...

Heard today that they deploy October 18th. It is so soon :( I thought we'd have more time....I am completely unprepared for all if this. Now we have Cannon and Bart....I did it with one I can try with two right? It's been so hard to deal with the restriction and training and I'm trying to stay strong but our 4th deployment is coming faster and faster :(

I Want to just slow time down .....just a little ....he'll miss so much....Halloween again, thanksgiving....again....but this year, the first Christmas without him in three years :( and he'll miss cannon's first birthday :(

It's getting a little too hard to handle. I hope he picks up Sgt before we leave....I just keep praying :)


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