The Last 90 days...

It has become extremely difficult every passing day to keep the stress at bay....
When Shane and I talk it's very hard because we are both going through so much...and so ready to be together again. We are both anxious and want it to pass quickly although it seems to drag.
today has been the longest day of my life...

I've decided to keep the going out to a minimum from now on..I've got to get in the mind set of finally having my life together. My Marine will return home from Iraq...the day I've waited for for so long. I miss him an incredible amount. You just have no idea-

Shane has been there emotionally,spiritually,and in a way physically. Every time i just think I am going to give up, I look at our picture and think about how amazingly happy I am with him....just being in the same room with him is just so comforting...Hearing his voice....The closer he is the happier I am...

He is an amazing man...just absolutely my Dream husband. He loves me through all my faults...because I am no where near perfect. We fight...we bicker....we argue...but never once has he ever quit on me...Even when some days I'm close to throwing in the towel knowing it wont make anything "easier"....he calms me down...

It's this whispery tone he has...."Baby....Baby....Lauren....Calm down Honey"

....At that moment the wall....of frustration and anger and stress melts...crumbles..

He is the only man I will ever need in my life, he is my prince charming ...the monst handsome man I've ever met and My dream...He is my hero infact. He has done some amazing things with his life- His career. Although being a Marine Wife is a tough job...'Toughest in the Corps'...I am willing and ready to take on the challange. Come what may.....moving...babies...deployments...training...CAX....PTA....Cpl's Course...Sgt's Course....Weekends in the field....

I will not give up....I will not quit. I will make this marriage work and I will stand my my Marine's Side..
I will not Let a deployment get the best of me....it may wear me down but will NEVER break me.
Afghanistan Deployment will be a piece of cake...

you bring on that 8 month deployment back to back...I can handle it. I will run my household and I will be Mommy and Daddy ....i will step up and do what has to be done. There will be days that I may come close to breaking...but i will stand strong.

My Marine works hard for his Country and for his family- He is an outstanding Marine and a damn good Man.

i love you Cpl Glasco....and I will follow you wherever the wind may take us...

as long as we do this together...i will never ever ever quit

....We Love you Darling- L & B